Ngikholelwe: Ukuthunjwa kukaLisa McVey ibizwa ngokufanele, ngoba indaba kaLisa McVey icishe ingakholeki. Lapho eneminyaka engu-17 ubudala, uMcVey wathunjwa nguBobby Joe Long, umbulali kanye nomdlwenguli owasabisa indawo yaseTampa Bay ngo-1984. Kwakungenxa yokuzikhandla kwakhe nokuzimisela kwakhe ukuthi akwazi ukubaleka nempilo yakhe kuphela, kodwa waqoqa ngokwengqondo futhi wagcina imininingwane eyanele yokusiza ukubamba uLong nokumvalela kude. 

UMcVey - ekholelwa ukuthi uzokufa - wenza umzamo omkhulu wokushiya ubufakazi obuningi ngangokunokwenzeka ukusiza ukuqinisekisa ukuthi uLong uzotholakala enecala ngaphandle kokungabaza. ULong - owahlasela futhi wabulala okungenani abesifazane abayishumi - wayebambe uMcVey isikhathi esingamahora angama-10, emdlwengula ephindelela futhi emkhombe ngesibhamu. 

UMcVey wakwazi ngokuyisimangaliso ukuthi akhulume isikhathi eside ambulale, kwathi ngemuva kokweqa kwakhe waya emaphoyiseni nemininingwane ngekhanda ngemoto kaLong, ifulethi lakhe, kanye nomzila ahamba ngawo ngesikhathi ethunjwa. Ngokucabanga kwakhe okusheshayo nokunaka okumangazayo kanye nokugcinwa kwemininingwane, akagcinanga ngokuphila kwakhe kuphela, kepha nezimpilo zabesifazane abaningi, u-Long uqhubeke nokubusa kwakhe kokwesaba. 

Ukulingiswa kwesinema sendaba yakhe - okungenhla kushiwo Ngikholelwe: Ukuthunjwa kukaLisa McVey, obedlala uKatie Douglas njengoMcVey noRossif Sutherland njengoLong - bakhishwe ku-Showcase (Canada) nakuLifetime ngo-2018, kodwa usanda kufika kuNetflix. Impendulo ibimangalisa - amavidiyo wokuphendula asabalele kuTik Tok, abanye bahola izigidi zokubukwa.

"Kwakuyinto yalolu hlobo, yabantu ukuthola i-movie futhi baphendule bese betshela abangane babo," kuchaza NgikholweUmkhiqizi, uJeff Vanderwal, “Futhi ikhule nje yakhula yakhula futhi yasimangaza sonke.” Yize ibhayisikobho eyenzelwe i-TV yaqala ukukhishwa ngo-2018 futhi yayithandwa kakhulu eCanada (iyithola iCanada Screen Award ye-Best Writing ne-Best TV Movie), ukwengezwa kwayo kwakamuva kumtapo wezincwadi weNetflix kuyivulele izethameli ezintsha . 

“Kwakungabesifazane abasebasha abebewuphendula ngempela,” kuqhuba uVanderwal, “Abesifazane abasebasha ababehlobene nomlayezo bese bebahlanganyela futhi bekhuluma ngawo, futhi babelana ngalokho uLisa adlula kukho, bathole ulwazi lwakhe lungokoqobo futhi luphindeka, futhi lakhula lapho. ”

“Ngicabanga ukuthi yilokho okwenza abantu bathande ngempela, kwaba ukusabela okuqotho ngokomzwelo kule ndaba,” kuvuma umbhali wale filimu, uChristina Welsh, “bengingalindele ukuthi ingaqhuma eminyakeni emithathu kamuva.” Ngakho kokubili Ngikholelwe: Indaba kaLisa McVey nephrojekthi yabo entsha sha, Kwesobunxele kwabafileyo: Indaba ka-Ashley Reeves, amafilimu awagxili kubabulali (noma abazobulala), kodwa kulabo abasindile, okuwumbono obalulekile wokuhlanganyela endaweni yobugebengu beqiniso. 

Sonke siyawabona amagama ababulali bangempela, kepha kuyaqabukela sazi abesifazane nabesilisa abasindile. Labo abanqobile kumhlaseli wabo. "Ngicabanga ukuthi amagama abo abaluleke kakhulu ngandlela thile," kucabanga isiWelsh, "Ngakho-ke ngicabanga ngathi, sikugcina ngokombono wabo, ukuthi batholani, yini indaba yabo, uyazi, iqiniso labo livela, ngicabanga kubaluleke kakhulu. ”

Vele, kanye nalokhu kugxila eqinisweni lomuntu osindile kuza ukugxila kuye njengomuntu wangempela. "Ngicabanga ukuthi bekuhlale kubalulekile kuJeff nami ukuxoxa le ndaba ngombono [kaMcVey]," kusho uWelsh, "Asikaze sishiye umbono wakhe ku-movie. Kube nenqubo yamaphoyisa oyithola kancane, ngoba ihlobene nombulali omkhulu, kodwa empeleni uhlala ekugxileni kwakhe nasekwazini kwakhe, futhi ngicabanga ukuthi lokho kuyithonya elingokomzwelo. ”

Lokhu, mhlawumbe, kuyingxenye yesizathu esenza ukuthi ihlangane ngokucacile nabalaleli bayo. "Amabhayisikobho amaningi eminyakeni edlule abelokhu - njengoba abizwa kanjalo - ngaphansi kweso labesilisa," kuqhubeka uWelsh, "Kodwa ngicabanga ukuthi okuningi kwalokho kuye kwenziwa ngombono othile. Manje kwezinye zalezi zindaba, sesibona imibono yabantu besifazane. ”

"Yilokho kuphela. Futhi ngicabanga ukuthi, okungenani kimi, izindaba ezibaluleke kakhulu yizo ekugcineni eziba ngabantu abazuzayo, ”kuvuma uVanderwal,“ Futhi kuzo zombili Ngikholwe futhi Kwesokunxele Ukufa Ngisho, empeleni, yizindaba ezimayelana nabesifazane abasebasha abafinyelela ezingeni lomhlaba nokuthi yini okufanele badlule kukho ukuyenza iyesabeka futhi inzima kunokuba kufanele. ” 

Ekugcineni, amafilimu akhuluma ngalaba besifazane abasebasha abanqoba izinselelo ezesabekayo futhi bethola amandla abo angenakunqotshwa kule nqubo. Njengoba uVanderwal esho, “Kumayelana nokuthi bakwazi ukuthola ingxenye yabo yomhlaba. Futhi ngicabanga ukuthi lokho kuyahleleka. Ngicabanga ukuthi lowo mshikashika ungalungiswa. ”

UVanderwal noWales bobabili babenomuzwa wokuthi le ndaba idinga ukuxoxwa, futhi namandla kaMcVey adinga ukwabiwa. “Into eyodwa ebesilokhu sibuya kuyo - futhi uyibona esihlokweni sefilimu - ukuthi [uMcVey] wadlula kulolu bishi olwesabekayo futhi akazange akholelwe futhi kwadingeka akulwele lokho kuvunywa futhi alwele khipha iqiniso, ”kuphawula uVanderwal,“ Futhi leyo bekuyindaba leyo - yize yenzeke ngonyaka we-1984 - isazizwa isesimweni sesimanje kithina namuhla. Futhi kubaluleke kakhulu namuhla, lokho bekuyiyona nto ebishukumisela emuva, ukuthi ibizizwa ifanelekile, futhi ibalulekile. ”

U-Welsh - okwathi ngenqubo yokubhala ifilimu, wakha ubungani noMcVey - uyavuma. “Kwangimangaza ukuthi intombazane eneminyaka engu-17 ubudala yayinesibindi futhi inesibindi ngaleyo ndlela okwamanje,” wamangala, “ngisho ukuthi, ebangeni lami, ulwazi lwami, ngangizokwenzenjani ngomzuzwana onjalo? Angikucabangi ukuphendula njengaye. ”

Kokubili Ngikholwe futhi Kwesokunxele Ukufa (okulandela indaba eyiqiniso ka-Ashley Reeves, owahlaselwa kabuhlungu washiywa esefile ehlathini, lapho ahlala khona amakhaza, elimele kakhulu, futhi wakhubazeka amahora angama-30 ngaphambi kokuba atholakale), kwakubalulekile ukuthi abasindile empilweni yangempela babebandakanyekile kulokhu kukhonjiswa kwendaba yabo. 

“Uma senza le misebenzi, sifuna ukubambisana nomuntu esikhuluma ngaye,” kuchaza uVanderwal, “Ngifuna ukusebenza nabo, ngifuna ukukwenza ubulungiswa, ngifuna bajabule futhi bajabule futhi sazi ukuthi senze konke okusemandleni ukusenza siphile. ” 

"Ngokusobala, kunezinselelo zokuzama ukuthatha lezi zindaba ezinkulu kakhulu futhi ezibaluleke kangaka, bese uzifaka kumabhayisikobho wemizuzu engama-90," uyaqhubeka, "Kodwa ngicabanga ukuthi abasindile ngokwabo ngaso sonke isikhathi bayimithombo yethu enkulu ngoba beletha kuningi okusazokwenziwa. ”

UMcVey - manje osebenza njengephoyisa - ubelusizo impela ekusetshenzisweni kwefilimu, ngaphezu kokulandiswa nje kwendaba yakhe. "Wafika wavakasha futhi wayezihlalele esethi, futhi empeleni esinye sezigcawu ayekuso edolobheni kwaba ukuboshwa," kukhumbula uVanderwal, "Futhi ngakho-ke wayezihlalela nathi ngemuva komqaphi, futhi wayesibuka ngenkathi ukulungela ukuqopha ukulandelana kokuboshwa futhi - ngoba uyiphoyisa langempela - usizile ukukhombisa abalingisi ukuthi ubathwebula kanjani ozankosi kubantu ngokufanele. Wayefana noJeff, kufanele yini ngiyobakhombisa? Njengokufanele uhambe ubakhombise! Futhi ngezinye izikhathi wayeba nathi ngesandla. ”

KuWelsh, ukuhlangana kwakhe nesikhathi nokusebenza noMcVey nakho kwakusebenza kakhulu. "Ngesikhathi ngivakashele uLisa eTampa, wangithatha ohambweni lomthumbi wakhe ahamba nalo," uyabelana, "Wayengivala amehlo ngezikhathi ezithile. Futhi wangiyisa esihlahleni wangivala amehlo ngoba wayevalwe amehlo. Ukuthola lokho. ” 

Ukuhlangana noMcVey, isi-Welsh sikwazile ukwakha lokho kuxhumana komuntu futhi sakhomba ubuntu besimilo ebesibhala. “Noma ngingowesifazane osekhulile, bengisakwazi ukuzwa ukuthi kumele ngabe kwakunjani ubuntu bakhe, uyazi, ngizama ukuthola izinto, ngizama ukuhlala ngaphezu kwakho konke ukuhlukumezeka okwenzekayo,” uyama kancane, “Ngicabanga ukuthi izwi lakhe lahlala njengoba ngangibhala isimilo sakhe kanye nengxoxo yakhe, ngoba ngangicabanga ukuthi, yize ayebhekana nokuthile njengomuntu oneminyaka engu-17 ubudala, lowo muntu usengowesifazane ohlakaniphile, onobuhlakani nozwela ngempela. ”

Amandla uMcVey noReeves ababenawo ngalezi zikhathi zokwesaba okumsulwa, okuyiqiniso kungasebenza njengesikhuthazo kithi sonke. Izindaba zabo zibalulekile ukwabelana ngazo, futhi akumangalisi ukuthi abesifazane abasebasha bakwazi ukuhlobana kakhulu nokuhlangenwe nakho kwabo. 

Ubugebengu beqiniso buhlale budumile - ukubuyela emuva kuTruman Capote EGazini Elibandayo ngo-1966, u-Ann Rule Stranger Beside Me ngo-1980, yonke indlela ibuyela emuva ezindabeni zikaWilliam Roughead mayelana namacala okubulala ngo-1889. Kodwa uhlobo luye lwadonsela abanye ukunakwa kwakamuva ngenxa yokushintsha kwenani labantu. 

Ngikholwe futhi Kwesokunxele Ukufa khonza inhloso eyodwa. Yebo, izindaba ezihehayo ezicishe zihlanye ukukholelwa, kodwa futhi ziyizindaba zokuxwayisa ezisikhumbuza hlala uqaphile futhi uhlale uphephile. Kusikhumbuza ukuphikelela komoya womuntu, nokulwa esingakuthola ngaphakathi kithi sonke. Esimweni esibi kakhulu, bayisikhumbuzo sokugcina ubukhali futhi unake. Kungasindisa impilo yakho nje.