Ngaqala ukuhlangana noRakefet Abergel kwiNightmares Film Festival e2017 ngemuva kokuthi avele engxoxweni yesigungu ngenqubekela phambili kwezenhlalo kuhlobo olwesabekayo. Mhlawumbe, wayengumuntu ohlekisa kakhulu osuleleke kakhulu engake ngahlangana naye.

Wayesaba futhi kalula nje!

Ngobunye ubusuku, umkhosi wawunabadlali abesabisayo abaxubene esixukwini futhi lapho ngibheka ngaphezulu komgwaqo ovela endlini yokuphumula ephezulu ukuthola ukuthi ngubani okhiphe ukukhala okumnandi kakhulu ezansi, bekukhona uRakefet, ebambe isiphuzo sakhe ngamehlo akhe evaliwe njenge-voodoo esongelayo indlovukazi yanyamalala yabuyela esixukwini.

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“Ngingomunye we-Bs ku-LGBT,” kusho yena. "Kodwa uB uthule."

Ukusho ukuthi ngithathekile bekungasho lutho. Bengingazi lapho sihlangana ukuthi uyilungu lomphakathi we-LGBTQ, kepha kunokuthile okwengeziwe lapho kuleso sitatimende engingakwazi ukubeka umunwe wami kuso.

Ngemuva kokwehla kokuhlehla okuncane, ekugcineni sikwazile ukubamba isikhathi sokuxoxa ngokuhlangenwe nakho kwakhe njengabesilisa nabesifazane embonini yamafilimu nokuthi, nangemva kokuba efake ubungqingili bakhe kumdlalo wakhe omfishane owawina umklomelo UJax Othandweni, akekho owayebonakala ukuthi uyabona.

Ngokwemvelo, umbuzo wami wokuqala engxoxweni yethu ngothi, "Usho ukuthini ukuthi uB uthule?"

“Hhayi-ke, ithule kimi!” U-Abergel wahleka. “Ngiphumele obala ngokuthi ngingubani, kodwa ngizizwa ngathi emphakathini we-LGBTQ u-B uthule ngempela. Kwesinye isikhathi kuba sengathi umphakathi awusithathi ngokungathi sína. ”

Ngokuphazima kweso, isitatimende sakhe sangaphambilini besingaqondanga nje kuphela, kepha kwabonakala njengesisindo esinzima ukusithwala, futhi ngenkathi eqhubeka nokulandisa okwenzeka kuye ekuqaleni kwempilo ngenkathi evakashela iqembu lamahlaya ezithandana nabo, isisindo saleso sitatimende sakhula saba nzima kakhulu.

Uvele kulolu hambo, kanye nonkosikazi wakhe abethandane naye iminyaka engu-13, ngenkathi abanye bosomahlaya beqala ukusho izinto ezingekho mayelana nokuthi wayengeyona eyalapho ngempela ngoba wayekhuluma obala ngobungqingili bakhe ngesenzo sakhe .

Abanye balaba besifazane babephila impilo yabo yonke iqondile, bephuma kuphela kuma-40s nama-50s abo ngemuva kokuba nabayeni nezingane iminyaka. Futhi-ke, bamkhomba ngeminwe ngokungathi nguyena okungeyena owakhe ngempela.

"Babengafuni muntu ozobahlulela," esho, "kodwa bebekwazi kahle ukukhipha isahlulelo ngokwabo."

U-Abergel uthathe ukukhathazeka nobuhlungu obuningi abebuzwile eminyakeni edlule futhi wakuthululela kukho UJax Othandweni, ukudala umbulali obulalayo ongenacala nje ofuna nje umuntu abuyisele uthando azimisele ukulunikeza.

Futhi nokho, yize uJax, u-Abergel aseke wazuza izindondo eziningi ngokudlala kule filimu, ukhangwa abesilisa nabesifazane, akekho noyedwa obonakala eza nalutho.

"Angikhumbuli ukuthi kukhona owake wakhuluma ngalo," kusho u-Abergel. "Lokho kusho ukuthi kwenziwe ngendlela ejwayelekile kangangokuba akekho owake wakubuza, noma leso sici somlingiswa sanganakwa."

Ngingathanda ukucabanga ukuthi yisizathu sangaphambili, futhi u-Abergel uvumile ukuthi lo mbono ojwayelekile bekuyilokho abenethemba lokuthi kuzogcina kwenzeka.

Le filimu iyesabeka njengoba uJax angashintsha athi “Ngiyakuthanda” athi “Ngizokubulala” ngokushesha okukhulu, futhi u-Abergel uyavuma ukuthi wesaba ukuthi kungenzeka aqhubekisele phambili umbono omubi kakhulu ngomphakathi wabantu bobulili obubili.

"Abantu, bobabili abaqondile kanye nabakwa-LGBT, bazophuma bavele basho izinto ezinjengokuthi, 'Ngakho-ke, lokho kusho ukuthi ukhangwa yiwo wonke umuntu, angithi?'” URakefet wahleka. “Futhi ngifana nokuthi 'Ingabe ukhangwa yibo bonke abesilisa noma abesifazane emhlabeni? Cha! '”

Kuyinkinga kuzo zonke izici zomkhakha wamafilimu. Ukuvezwa okujwayelekile kwabalingiswa bobulili obubili kubonakala kungekho, futhi u-Abergel wazibuza ukuthi angenzani kwenye ifilimu ukusiza ukulungisa lokhu.

Waze wenza ihlaya lokuthi mhlawumbe impendulo yabafokazi.

“Ukususa wonke amabhokisi ngeke kwenzeke kuze kufike abafokazi,” kusho yena. “Kungaba namabhokisi amabili kuphela ngaleso sikhathi, futhi kungaba ibhokisi elingaziwa noma ibhokisi lomuntu lapho behlasela izimbongolo zethu. Kwenzeka kuwo wonke ama-movie e-sci-fi / horror nabantu bokufika. ”

Ngingathanda uqobo ukubona ukuthi u-Abergel angenzani ngalowo mqondo, kodwa iphrojekthi yakhe elandelayo enkulu yefilimu empeleni iyoba yifilimu eyethusayo engaphezu kwemvelo mayelana nezipoki nokuba nefa ngezimpawu ezicashile Lokho Okukhuluma Ngaphansi kwi-DNA yayo, yize evumile ukuthi wayengakaze ayibone ifilimu kaHarrison Ford / Michelle Pfeiffer uqobo.

Ngokuqondene nokumelwa kwesikhathi esizayo ngaphakathi kohlobo olwesabekayo nangaphandle, uthe unethemba lokuthi abenzi bamafilimu bazofunda ukuveza iqiniso lobungqingili.

“Ngingathanda ukubona abalingiswa lapho kungesona isigaba,” kusho yena. “Akuyena umuntu naye odidekile. Indlela engichaza ngayo abantu ukuthi ngikhangwa umuntu, hhayi ubulili, futhi yilokho engingathanda ukubona umuntu elungela ushintsho. ”

Sinani kulokho, Rakefet.